hectorvonjekyllhyde

I’m sorry I didn’t mean to be mean to those four deviantart users but I can’t help it I am talking a medicine that gives off hormones that makes me aggressive towards someone who I think wronged me what is worse every time I act out loud it usually has something to do with the medicine the doctor prescribed I think the first time I got mad at coopergal24 and acted mean was when I got taken off of one of my medicines and things didn’t go well at my day program And I took my anger out on her because she blocked me for trying to get Jij16 to unblock me. What is worse i would have never acted out like that way towards any of them if i was thinking clearly. Also stinks having to act out that way i really need some help. please Pray for me. I can’t help it.all ready I have so much energy in my body that I take it out on someone when I get upset. It is like taking drug and that drug makes you lash out at people who you think wronged you I deserve to be blocked by those four what I did was wrong even if couldn’t control my actions. what is worse when i take different kind of medication that the doctor gives me i get thoughts of wanting

to kill myself or hurt myself no joke this has happened before like two or three times and it stinks. what is worse when I have a bad day at the day center. Also if someone is talking bad about me I that can trigger it too This all started all because I got taken off a medication that helped me not eat as much. But that medication that helped me not to eat as much caused kidney stones. and I had to be taken off the medication. I make no excuses what I did when I was on that medication was wrong and I deserve to be punished by being blocked By those four. also if they do choose to unblock me in the future and I start acting out please let them know that this not how i usely act. I usely act much nicer and more caring than being mean or mean spirited like. Please understand you as a Christian should know that this happens to other people like me. Also understand that it can happen because of the medicine the doctor wan me to take as well. Also it is pathetic to succumb to the medicine but that happens and it stinks. If You can get hold of Christians to pray for me I would really appreciate it ok.

Your artwork is incredible. I hope this makes your day.